holidays are boringg. know why? cause im grounded. i have to study at least 4 hrs every day, excluding 1 hr in the morning for chinese. ughhh. okay, now for the happier things. lol i cant say. i am, just, happy. ((((: heh! hmm i might be in deep trouble though. i just hope that things will work out and that they'll understand and be happy for me. (: and i've been pretty moody lately, whats wrong with me man? i need my panadol.. haha right. oohh light affair's gonna be on soon! gotta run, tata! (:
life's great when u're around. (x
When I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty lives within
It's now that we begin
results are back. im pretty disappointed but i guess i really have ta concentrate on studying hard for prelims. these CA marks are just like a stepping stone for me. (i pray and hope that i'll improve though) on the other hand, im a happy girl! lol. ((: have been going through each day with a smile on my face. heh. church yesterday was fun, as usual. oh and im really happy for charlotte! (: anws the career fair was superr boring i tell u. walked around for about 15 mins and then we couldnt take it anymore. hahah. alrights, i've gotta go now. my sister wanna use the computer. arg. ciao people! (:
And it all seems perfect
And that's how she wants it
Cause she's loving him still
After all this time
this week was awesome! (((: i havent had so much fun for sucha long time laa. things have definitely, progressed. and im lovin' it! (lol its common tests week btw) my school mornings are filled with tests man. some were great, some werent. but overall, i feel gooood! haha okay, im high. but hopefully, i'll do just fine. (: and, school has been fun! laughing and joking around with melitter prep aman gan teng. hahaha! anws this would be a short entry cause i dont know what to blog about. and dinesh, im not blogging about that. lol to all the people out there; dont just love ur beloveds just because its valentine's day, treasure em everyday! (;
You're just the best I ever had
<3
are u worth it? sigh u never fail to disappoint me again and again. and yet im still here, waiting. i feel stupid and used, maybe its really time to stop this. i hate being happy one week and not, the next. it seems like u never really cared, if not all these wouldnt have happened. im glad u're honest now, but do u have any idea how much this is hurting me? i've been crying countless nights all thanks to u.. sigh i just have ta let this out, its eating me slowly on the inside. someone save me from my misery, please.
but i'll always be waiting, right here..
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do..
it has been quite awhile since i last updated hur. mm everything is fine, i suppose. hopefully i'll do okay for my tests. and chinese new year is coming. it wont be that exciting this lunar new year, we wouldnt get to visit as much. cause of the passing away of my grandfather. but im alright with it, as long as its a holiday. heh. service yesterday was, alright. to be honest, im starting to get tired. sigh. sis stella pulled me aside after fuel to talk to me. it was really sweet of her to evaluate on how im doing. but im still not that comfortable in telling her stuff, yet. hmm its been a long ride, maybe its time to step on the brakes.. maybe.
This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincereCan I be your memory?
tmr's friday, and its the last day of school week! and then it'll be saturday, church. yay (: haha. school is, alright i guess. had tests already. what nonsense right? mm i know. and it has been raining maddd this week man, its literally freezing in class! anws this post is going to be a relatively short entry cause i've got pretty much nothing to write. lol. oh oh, i almost forgot. other things arent going too well, i knew this was coming. hmm i guess there's really nothing i can do about it. but seriously, you gotta choose. okay thats all i have ta say, so sleep tight folks! (:
I think that we've got what it takes
To get this heart beating again
So take it all the way
Now our hearts are on the everglow
So just let go and fall into it
crap, my monitor's screwed. the colours are not balanced. like, white is now blue. err? lol ya. anws, school was alright, nothing much to highlight. oh oh its a public holiday tmr! hahah. hopefully i'll be allowed to go over to melissa's place. gonna have a movie marathon! cant wait man. (: and it has been raining cats and dogs this few days la. mm it feels so, gloomy. oh and church has gone through a big change this year. though the schedule is really tight, it still rocks my world, big time. =D anws my baby brother can be really irritating sometimes. he's crying like crazy now. ahh i know! sweets. lol okay okay, gtg. adios! (:
Come ignite us with Your purpose
Use our hearts today
Sweet anointing fall upon us
As we humble ourselves and pray
Saturate our hearts today
first week of school's ending very soon. it was okay, better than i expected. the teachers we got seemed nice. but this is just the first week, so we'll never know. haha. have been doing last minute homework though. =x bad, i know. mm things have definitely changed, again, this year. i dont know if its for the better, yet. i guess only time will tell. gotta go do last minute work now! have a good night people. (:
First you wanna be free
Now you say you need me
Giving mixed signals and signs
It's so hard to let you in
Thinking you might slam the brakes again